Some people might know that fudge actually means what and for the ones that doesn't know it figure it out yourself or ask someone else.It's so unfair , why do the damn people you call your guardian against you , don't trust you , and swears at you or call you names , do you really think they are your guardian ? doesn't mean that they gave birth to you so that you can take care of them when they're old.That's just stupid and selfish !

Yes, i hate them . I hate them with all my guts , do you really think i care if you scold me ? do you really think i care if you give me money or not ? Now some of you may think this is about money , but no it's not . This is about , freedom ? i guess. C'mon , does your parents still doesn't even let you go out and hangout with your friends when your 15 and you never even get to go before ? And for god's sake it's after one of the biggest exam in your school life .

When you asked them that you want to just go out one time , would they call you stupid ? or go to hell ? instead i was longing to tell them to go to hell . Believe me, i really do . I don't fucking care if you say i would regret it . I dont care ! I've stand all the shitty things they done to me and i can't take it anymore , im at the point where im gonna run away the second time again and im serious to never return home .

Oh wait , it's not a home when there is hatred in it , it's only a place where you stay . Even veena hates me , you can just read about it on my older post , im lazy to write it all down again . I ain't gonna explain anymore , they're just stupid , ignorant , selfish , inconsiderate and childish .

Wanna know why they're childish ? it's because everytime you asked something or you said something that is so true they'd just ignore you and pretend nothing happen and the way they looked at you is like somekind of bullshit face !

This is why i hate holidays so much , I don't even consider it a holiday , it's just time when you get off from school and prepare to die . They even threatened me that they would kill me if i have a boyfriend , like they dare . I can even report them for child abuse , too bad im just too nice .

Im obviously going nuts being stuck at home for my whole year of 2008 ? never get to go out with my darl this year , nor with my friends .

How i wish that there could be a law to not cage people at home . I wish there could be people to even fine my parents or make them go to jail .

Know why ? cause' when they're at the point of going to jail or getting fine they'll be begging for my forgiveness to let them go . Some of you may think that im crazy wanting to do that to my own parent , but if you're where i am today , you'll know .

oh well, it;s just my stupid head thinking bout things . =